I don’t get why in the end it was “his flat” (even if it was ours before that) but then MY stuff he also claimed as his own. How is that right? Everything I bought was his, gifts to me before he met me, also his. So I deserve nothing I paid for.
Stuff I bought for the flat, for us, he kept. Stuff I bought before I met him, he kept. So he loved to say what was HIS but what is mine?
Couldn’t he use his precious bitcoin and stocks money to buy his own stuff? Why keep mine? Why couldn’t he pay me back for stuff? it isn’t hard to send money. He’s rich, remember? He bragged how he is going to retire in 4 years. He’s so rich he has to take my stuff and owe me money. Sounds fair.
Just something really bothering me today, along with everything else, and the new disaster because, why could anything in my life not be a disaster right?
Why would anything just be easy?
I should be packing for our trip, not all of this crap. But I guess he’s happier now he’s with the ex. I do wonder if all the direction searches for that hotel was her, or the hookers he talked about. The hotel thing he couldn’t explain. Maybe now we know, given he never loved me and lied, would explain why some weeks he had no sex drive, if he was fuckin someone/someones else
None if it makes any sense